Now Things Are Coming Clear

Nyss kommit hem, ska hoppa in i duschen sen kommer ♥ och det blir mys framför nån film med tända ljus. Ska ladda upp inför idrott, 4,5 timmes hål o två timmars svenska C imorgon. Blir nog lite träning på kvällen också. 
Här är lite bilder från dagen. Inte världens bästa kvalle men vem bry sig liksom?..





Koncentrerad tjej...



Duktig flicka på matten idag.

If I could be like that,
I would give anything.
Just to live one day
in those shoes.
If I could be like that,
what would I do?
What would I do


Tisdag :*

Sitter på skolan och har engelska. Försöker skriva lite på uppsatsen men det står ganska still. Är bra trött idag, kunde inte somna igår men blev i alla fall skola idag eftersom jag mår bättre än igår. Jag slutar 13.20 idag, det är skönt kan jag lova. Har bara religion, matte och idrott kvar. Har väldigt roliga och mysiga planer inför eftermiddagen och kvällen, hihi! :)))))

Känns skönt att min vecka börjar på en tisdag vilket betyder att det inte är så långt kvar till helg.

Det börjar dra ihop sig till studenten. Fick min studentmössa idag och studentresan är bokad för nästan två veckor sedan till alanya 14 juni. Vi är 15 st som åker tillsammans och vi kommer ha hur kul som helst! Minnen för livet.

Åker till London om 5 veckor också, 5 veckor till sportlov och sedan kommer tiden bara rinna iväg. Kommer bli så skönt att slippa skolan snart. Är lite skol less. Sorgligt att alla kommer gå åt olika håll bara. Man får se till att hålla kvar vid de bästa personerna.

Köpte en balklänning i helgen, jätte snygg! Nu fattas bara studentklänning, skor, smycken, väska, kofta osvosvosv. Mycket att stå i!

Nej nu måste jag fortsätta skriva på min uppsats.

pusspusss




I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I've been changin' but you'll never see me
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
And nothing ever goes the way it should

No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus:]
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more waiting for the end
Of everyday that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice

No more pushing it away
Cause I'll be busy watching things go my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Cause what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

:)

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so

Cold to you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now I can see
You are the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

****

I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust,
though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear me down
You've opened the door now, don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
from turning it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
when you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe
Don't tear it down, what's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away, don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down for all I need
Make my heart a better place

All I Need


Ny badad.


Bilder från igår. Ny badad.


Nytt schampo som är superbra.


Bästa inpackningen. Dyrt men prisvärt.


Ansiktsmask från The Body Shop.

Back Again

Länge sedan jag skrev nått här. Som vanligt räcker inte tiden till. Men ska väl göra ett försök till nu när jag kan blogga från mobilen. Blev hemma från skolan idag, mår inte nå vidare bra. Har tagit det lugnt och badat. Nu kollar jag på The Vampire Diaries och väntar på mat. Bilder kommer senare. Har haft en jätte bra helg. Puss

<3

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

I don't wanna waste the weekend
If you don't love me pretend
A few more hours then it's time to go

As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm
It's too late to cry
Too broken to move on

And still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

Misplaced trust and old friends
Never counting regrets
By the grace of God I do not rest at all

New England as the leaves change
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a boy who loved a women like a little girl

And still I cant let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my


Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
You are my heaven


<3

I only miss you when I'm breathing
I only need you when my heart is beating
You are the color that I'm bleeding
I only miss you when I'm breathing

This ain't no ordinary feeling
You was the only thing that I believe in
I know you're coming back to me
I will be waiting here for you til the end

I wanna see pictures of you leaning
I needs for walls, and on the ceiling
Gave you a kiss, but i'm dreaming
These crazy thoughts are so deceiving
You are the drug, I am needing
Paradise that I'm so seeking
I'm still alive, hope there's a reason
Can't move my lips, but my heart's screaming


Oh baby, I only miss you when I...
I'm screaming at your name, but you don't answer me
I know I kissed your face, is this my fantasy?
I start the alarm, tell everyone that I only miss you

I only miss you when I'm breathing!

Without your love, don't know how I survive
It's you, it's you that's keeping me alive


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